First Love 1883 is The Fer_Deszcreation,The novel is mainly aboutI was so proud and light-hearted all that day, I so vividly retained on my face the feeling of Zinaïdas kisses, with such a shudder of delight I recalled every word she had uttered, I so hugged my unexpected happiness that I felt positively afraid, positively unwilling to see her, who had given rise to these new sensations. It seemed to me that now I could ask nothing more of fate, that now I ought to go, and draw a deep last sigh and die. But, next day, when I went into the lodge, I felt great embarrassment, which I tried to conceal under a show of modest confidence, befitting a man who wishes to make it apparent that he knows how to keep a secret. Zinaïda received me very simply, without any emotion, she simply shook her finger at me and asked me, whether I wasn black and blue? All my modest confidence and air of mystery vanished instantaneously and with them my embarrassment. Of course, I had not expected anything particular, but Zinaïdas composure was like a bucket of cold wate Read Novel
- 1 1883: First Love
- 2 Much as I abominated them.
- 3 \'Why is it she\'s always laughing?\'
- 4 Butt she did not even glance at me
- 5 I\'ll give you a hundred roubles.\'
- 6 On the hills of Georgia
- 7 \'Why do you do that?\'
- 8 She is in love,\'
- 9 Yes, I was still a child.
- 10 \'Duniashka!\'
- 11 \'Why is it she\'s always laughing?\'
- 12 I\'ll give you a hundred roubles.\'
- 13 \'Why do you do that?\'
- 14 She is in love,\'
- 15 \'Duniashka!\'